Thursday 26th January 2017 (8.40pm)
5/10 – So that is it, I have made up my mind and just emailed my decision to my line manager. I have decided to return to work on Monday. Do I think I am ready? No. Will there ever be a right time? I really don’t know? My counsellor was a little surprised when I said that I was going back but we talked things through and I will just have to see how I feel and go with it. I feel like I need to at least try as I will never know. I am looking forward to seeing people but I do not know how I will cope with people being around me, or the demand of work. I guess I will just have to see. Friends are not convinced by my decision.